Sorry I haven't been much to you. I had been so busy helping E move out of his place and the movers finally came to take over. Anyway, heart break is a normal occurrence. Every minute, people fall in/out of love. Some even make an effort to stay away from love in fear of heart ache.
The best thing to do right now is just to move on. Stop replaying the relationship from the beginning to the end cause that's not going to help. You'll only be left with nothing but memories. Stop beating yourself over it, you did everything right. I think the distance had finally taken it's toll. Keep yourself occupied, go out and meet friends. You definitely shouldn't lock yourself up at home because of him. He is over. Start doing things for yourself, things you enjoy doing.
Please stop dwelling on the past. Live in the moment and for the future. This is a blessing in disguise. No more waiting on him to be free and no more frustration with talking to 'a wall'. I know easier said that done. Right now you're probably thinking, "Why you? Why is this world so unfair?" Well, when one door closes, another door opens but we often stare at the closed door that we don't notice the open one.
The empty feeling in you, the loss of appetite, the fatigue, the puffy eyes, feeling lonely, hopeless, in despair, upset and worse of all, in denial. Please do get rid of all these negativeness. You may not see the light at the end of the tunnel right now, but there is a light, perhaps a dim one. There's always a solution to a problem. You have to find your way out of the blurriness. I can say a lot of things to you but only you really control your own emotions, thoughts and feelings.
You deserve much more than this honey. Read this, cry your heart out one last time and tomorrow will be a new and brighter day.
A broken heart can still be mended after all.
A big thank you to S for being such a dear to V. I hope you both are studying smart and all the best for the coming exams. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger! In less than a month we'll be reunited again. (:
With love,
G
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